Faith, reason, madness. what is what?
Introduction
This is basically reflections on what it means to not be an American, and yet see the social and spiritual controls which halt the forward momentum of Christians daily, and send us spiraling into self-pity and doubts near universally on a daily basis. In China, Christianity is like non-existent in a formal institution, so Christians are seen as the outlaws, the bandits of a potential freedom within an oppressive and godless society based on nothing but a series of organized social controls to try and feed a governmental economy of which is called communism, even though pretentious illusions are presented to help show the world they are not as unfashionably communistic, as the neighboring states might seem. Globalism and fashion trends have damaged society so badly, that communism was an attempt to regulate the pride of humans originally, yet the leaders look at the other countries which are capitalistic, see the opportunity for fame and freedom within a couple people, the lust for ultimate false freedom, the ultimate realization that our social controls are neither human, nor physical in effecto, but rather have an outward appearance of economic mobility, social freedom, and deified self-worship, until the American dream begins disgusting the rest of the population, or kills them for a dumb co-dependent need for control, that the Americans hate themselves for subconsciously, but will never have the audacity, shame, or energy to change. The essence of co-dependency is in sin, self-pity, and shame, which are always signs of the lack of Godly Will, Knowledge, Love, Essence in Man, and Wisdom, to understand the self as God does. The split between reality and the self, and God, creates the most sinister of corruptions, and creative self-hatred, and absolute will to destroy all things. The culture of screens is the deadlight in the eye of beholder of idolatry. A society forced to exist economically uncorrupt, with unusual expectations, like the Christians have upon themselves, can cause themselves to become what seems to be unreasonably upset, and afraid of what the common American sees as “normal.” But this is a facade the older generations use as an object of self-respect, until their pensions do not cover medical expenses, and they regret not conquering the system itself and the dying need to be loved and realize they failed has corrupted their false realizations about reality, that Joel Olsteen wasn’t all good. It never really is. In the Bible false Prophets had good enough working knowledge of human psychology only to manipulate their listeners into financial drain, so the false Prophet could boldly and arrogantly claim that the emotive lies they plausibly inwardly denied, yet outwardly tried to frustrate the common sense of all those around them, from a bitter co-dependent rage, which manifests in beady eyes which are ever watchful, and hyper-sensitive to their image in the eyes of others, yet never attempting to free themselves or others, from actual real life issues. So they must hit emotions, where it feels good, or to the Elect, obviously sterile, and a little demonically draining to listen to, yet spit out all the bitter pantheistic moralism, which is vague and upsettingly obvious, yet no one ever seems to make outward signs that they have rationalized the obscene lies, until it’s too late. Sorry Grandpa. The deathbed was not a time for honesty, when the guilt of this generation, was not confronted with gentle honesty, which causes a double-demonic deadly guilt, which prevents those not specifically equipped with true faith, to understand or say, that which is simply right, loving, not co-dependent, and yet truthful in the most commonly rejected scenario of truth. The denial of God is always a bitter co-dependent topic, and the source of all co-dependence, the need for control and attention, in which the subconscious will listen to truth, rejoice in it, and then the mind split from a hurting desire to love, and the distrust in ones view of reality, or ability to extrapolate truth within it, or define what is right from Godly-process, or simply listen to God, creates a hyper-sensitive mind, and need for imaginative deception being pre-conscious, and the beginning of all false abstract deception directly opposing essentially the expression of Christ’s spirit, in body, mind, spirit, and word. This “mens corruptus,” must infinitely attempt to self-justify its existence within a human existence, and program every response, every boundary, every falsely mirrored but never truly experienced emotion, in this matrix of entrapped over-empathy and anxious self-reflection attempting to keep up with some sort of game, only tripped up by the fact that Judas had this mind set and killed himself. Satans Game and Gods Holiness Satan is basically the most paranoid, deluded co-dependent little weak minded non-entity in existence. The anti-form, which is attempting to suck all things into, is based on private disinterest in God's Will, and lack of Godliness at a level, which attempts to playfully suck everything into an asymptotic false form. This illusion that bad things are fun, which create co-dependent need for attention and control of everything, which pre-shames and isolates who is Godly , and doing God's Will, and will go to the ends of the earth, to destroy Godly people, because there is "no use for them, if they can't give the adversary attention or really be controlled," and will mock everyone in the attitude of satan, for the lack of control with faith with Godliness is Christ alone, and ability to express themselves as they are without needing approval. Envy is expressed here. This creates the mirror image, of deception, which attempts to one-up and destroy you with a coldness which the icy subjection to sin. The power of deceptive formal truth botching, the potential of truth, in situations where it seems like a thing may or may not be true is always a test of the Christian faith. Bonhoeffer once said, paraphrased, "There are some people who try to tell the truth all the time. Some people who know when to tell the truth. And what truths to say to basically do God's Will." Judas denied Christ when his heart decided to follow moral law and social norms alone, which was based on economic subtlety and greed, as it is now, and was at that time and place of Judah, around 30 A.D. The need to look stylish, instead of being free from the need for approval or having to one-up people with style, and the latest social definition for what is fashionable, and the long-term cons, to prevent people from attaining what they desire in God's Will. This always fails. It is the function of the Son of Perdition, to solidify the binary approach to human thought, in a formal moral framework, from a false experience and behavior, of a dead and dying individual, in the context of a much larger framework of society, which does not necessarily agree with it, but the mere apprehension of it or Christ decide, decides whether or not Christ should be shamed in the individual within society, or Judas, and the human heart, which opposes God's Will, always seeks to escape society in solitude, like a social fast, and yet is tempted by either previous, future, or normative concerns about their moral expression, the welfare of other in their life, without attempting to justify their behavior, but rationalizing their apprehension of God's Will within in them, with decreasing to no levels of sin. This process increases Holiness, which is the complete contradiction of sin, Holiness is a non-co-dependent union with God. Its beauty, is in the fact of non-lying, of self-honesty, repentance, remorse for sin, self-death, and God inclusion into all scenarios. This creates a sort of Biblical and mental strain which all gratification delay causes, especially at this level, where the spirit itself feels torn between decisions, yet, seems to always come tot he right one in the Holy Spirit. Shaming and destroying sin, that is satanic usually relieves the pressure of future encounters with being spiritually afflicted for a time, and can create boundaries where people know they cannot be co-dependent or controlled by such evil, in the future towards a true Christian, so they initiate the con artistry of satanic mind control, or open destructivity and after they have attempted to isolate an individual. In a false abstract domain, their mind is easily exposed within this system, so they must remain as anonymous and the self-pitying despair prevents their own mind from realizing the deception is their own and the ID attacks, and the behavior is as flawless argumentative towards God's Will, yet always wrong, and grieving to God. The system of satans game essentially is a conditional manifestation of various anti-controls for society, and the harshest and most expressive expressions of sadistic and evil mind controls, then physical, more governmental controls upon a population over time, and now. The dualism of man in God, and man against sin, is always the most targeted and most economic approach. With Christ, this false moralism only exists in a hypothetical circumstance, where God's Will replaces some bizarre moral container of regressive forgetting of sins, and allows shame to surface only momentarily to disorient sin but not the individual, thus the individual is able to continue working, but when people do not express a wise Godly detachment from sin, and attempt to hide themself from the delusive and wicked culture of sin, it's impossible to express the grief of the people around them dying without, being called gay or judgmental, by liberal society especially, yet liberals are the most gay and judgmental society to have ever existed. The guilting and manipulating of individuals, out of some dumbly suppressed need for revenge against a loving God, is ridiculous, to the mind must bring habituated and false detached concern to play with victims till they burn out, or get corrupted themself. God asserts the solution is to simply avoid idiots. Comments are closed.
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