Faith, reason, madness. what is what?
Introduction
This is basically reflections on what it means to not be an American, and yet see the social and spiritual controls which halt the forward momentum of Christians daily, and send us spiraling into self-pity and doubts near universally on a daily basis. In China, Christianity is like non-existent in a formal institution, so Christians are seen as the outlaws, the bandits of a potential freedom within an oppressive and godless society based on nothing but a series of organized social controls to try and feed a governmental economy of which is called communism, even though pretentious illusions are presented to help show the world they are not as unfashionably communistic, as the neighboring states might seem. Globalism and fashion trends have damaged society so badly, that communism was an attempt to regulate the pride of humans originally, yet the leaders look at the other countries which are capitalistic, see the opportunity for fame and freedom within a couple people, the lust for ultimate false freedom, the ultimate realization that our social controls are neither human, nor physical in effecto, but rather have an outward appearance of economic mobility, social freedom, and deified self-worship, until the American dream begins disgusting the rest of the population, or kills them for a dumb co-dependent need for control, that the Americans hate themselves for subconsciously, but will never have the audacity, shame, or energy to change. The essence of co-dependency is in sin, self-pity, and shame, which are always signs of the lack of Godly Will, Knowledge, Love, Essence in Man, and Wisdom, to understand the self as God does. The split between reality and the self, and God, creates the most sinister of corruptions, and creative self-hatred, and absolute will to destroy all things. The culture of screens is the deadlight in the eye of beholder of idolatry. A society forced to exist economically uncorrupt, with unusual expectations, like the Christians have upon themselves, can cause themselves to become what seems to be unreasonably upset, and afraid of what the common American sees as “normal.” But this is a facade the older generations use as an object of self-respect, until their pensions do not cover medical expenses, and they regret not conquering the system itself and the dying need to be loved and realize they failed has corrupted their false realizations about reality, that Joel Olsteen wasn’t all good. It never really is. In the Bible false Prophets had good enough working knowledge of human psychology only to manipulate their listeners into financial drain, so the false Prophet could boldly and arrogantly claim that the emotive lies they plausibly inwardly denied, yet outwardly tried to frustrate the common sense of all those around them, from a bitter co-dependent rage, which manifests in beady eyes which are ever watchful, and hyper-sensitive to their image in the eyes of others, yet never attempting to free themselves or others, from actual real life issues. So they must hit emotions, where it feels good, or to the Elect, obviously sterile, and a little demonically draining to listen to, yet spit out all the bitter pantheistic moralism, which is vague and upsettingly obvious, yet no one ever seems to make outward signs that they have rationalized the obscene lies, until it’s too late. Sorry Grandpa. The deathbed was not a time for honesty, when the guilt of this generation, was not confronted with gentle honesty, which causes a double-demonic deadly guilt, which prevents those not specifically equipped with true faith, to understand or say, that which is simply right, loving, not co-dependent, and yet truthful in the most commonly rejected scenario of truth. The denial of God is always a bitter co-dependent topic, and the source of all co-dependence, the need for control and attention, in which the subconscious will listen to truth, rejoice in it, and then the mind split from a hurting desire to love, and the distrust in ones view of reality, or ability to extrapolate truth within it, or define what is right from Godly-process, or simply listen to God, creates a hyper-sensitive mind, and need for imaginative deception being pre-conscious, and the beginning of all false abstract deception directly opposing essentially the expression of Christ’s spirit, in body, mind, spirit, and word. This “mens corruptus,” must infinitely attempt to self-justify its existence within a human existence, and program every response, every boundary, every falsely mirrored but never truly experienced emotion, in this matrix of entrapped over-empathy and anxious self-reflection attempting to keep up with some sort of game, only tripped up by the fact that Judas had this mind set and killed himself. Satans Game and Gods Holiness Satan is basically the most paranoid, deluded co-dependent little weak minded non-entity in existence. The anti-form, which is attempting to suck all things into, is based on private disinterest in God's Will, and lack of Godliness at a level, which attempts to playfully suck everything into an asymptotic false form. This illusion that bad things are fun, which create co-dependent need for attention and control of everything, which pre-shames and isolates who is Godly , and doing God's Will, and will go to the ends of the earth, to destroy Godly people, because there is "no use for them, if they can't give the adversary attention or really be controlled," and will mock everyone in the attitude of satan, for the lack of control with faith with Godliness is Christ alone, and ability to express themselves as they are without needing approval. Envy is expressed here. This creates the mirror image, of deception, which attempts to one-up and destroy you with a coldness which the icy subjection to sin. The power of deceptive formal truth botching, the potential of truth, in situations where it seems like a thing may or may not be true is always a test of the Christian faith. Bonhoeffer once said, paraphrased, "There are some people who try to tell the truth all the time. Some people who know when to tell the truth. And what truths to say to basically do God's Will." Judas denied Christ when his heart decided to follow moral law and social norms alone, which was based on economic subtlety and greed, as it is now, and was at that time and place of Judah, around 30 A.D. The need to look stylish, instead of being free from the need for approval or having to one-up people with style, and the latest social definition for what is fashionable, and the long-term cons, to prevent people from attaining what they desire in God's Will. This always fails. It is the function of the Son of Perdition, to solidify the binary approach to human thought, in a formal moral framework, from a false experience and behavior, of a dead and dying individual, in the context of a much larger framework of society, which does not necessarily agree with it, but the mere apprehension of it or Christ decide, decides whether or not Christ should be shamed in the individual within society, or Judas, and the human heart, which opposes God's Will, always seeks to escape society in solitude, like a social fast, and yet is tempted by either previous, future, or normative concerns about their moral expression, the welfare of other in their life, without attempting to justify their behavior, but rationalizing their apprehension of God's Will within in them, with decreasing to no levels of sin. This process increases Holiness, which is the complete contradiction of sin, Holiness is a non-co-dependent union with God. Its beauty, is in the fact of non-lying, of self-honesty, repentance, remorse for sin, self-death, and God inclusion into all scenarios. This creates a sort of Biblical and mental strain which all gratification delay causes, especially at this level, where the spirit itself feels torn between decisions, yet, seems to always come tot he right one in the Holy Spirit. Shaming and destroying sin, that is satanic usually relieves the pressure of future encounters with being spiritually afflicted for a time, and can create boundaries where people know they cannot be co-dependent or controlled by such evil, in the future towards a true Christian, so they initiate the con artistry of satanic mind control, or open destructivity and after they have attempted to isolate an individual. In a false abstract domain, their mind is easily exposed within this system, so they must remain as anonymous and the self-pitying despair prevents their own mind from realizing the deception is their own and the ID attacks, and the behavior is as flawless argumentative towards God's Will, yet always wrong, and grieving to God. The system of satans game essentially is a conditional manifestation of various anti-controls for society, and the harshest and most expressive expressions of sadistic and evil mind controls, then physical, more governmental controls upon a population over time, and now. The dualism of man in God, and man against sin, is always the most targeted and most economic approach. With Christ, this false moralism only exists in a hypothetical circumstance, where God's Will replaces some bizarre moral container of regressive forgetting of sins, and allows shame to surface only momentarily to disorient sin but not the individual, thus the individual is able to continue working, but when people do not express a wise Godly detachment from sin, and attempt to hide themself from the delusive and wicked culture of sin, it's impossible to express the grief of the people around them dying without, being called gay or judgmental, by liberal society especially, yet liberals are the most gay and judgmental society to have ever existed. The guilting and manipulating of individuals, out of some dumbly suppressed need for revenge against a loving God, is ridiculous, to the mind must bring habituated and false detached concern to play with victims till they burn out, or get corrupted themself. God asserts the solution is to simply avoid idiots. Introduction
The path to freedom is Christ's wisdom allowing a ability to look past the norm with a form of thought that is the most paradoxical thought process in existence, the Creation binary esque- synthetic a priori. The dualism between spiritual and cosmic becomes differentiated in the abstract, and in this wave function of the tension between reality and mind exist a language which does not exist in the common world, or natural human experience. Abstract language, and the information contained therein. It's a lie, and in an abstract system there is absolutely no where to go except for more abstract, when economic gain is desired, perhaps out of faithlessness, despair, shock, and distrust. When we are abused, there first thing we do is detach from reality, out of self-pity, and perhaps a paranoid distrust of ones surroundings, and then the imagination of sin creates delusions, in an asymptotic alteration of brain states until some form of death. The problem of autonomy is here, which is the self-law, the law of adam, the false one, as it infinitely regresses into a realm of nothingness spiritually, while maintaining a asymptotically deteriorating form-existence, in basically a larger space of arranged forms, yet the spirit comprehends itself in its abstract or teleological and conditional manifold of God's love. One leads to decreasing awareness of the spiritual, and the other is the Kingdom of God. Heteronomy is the maintaining of balances through the laws of differences, and appropriations of approximate balance equivocants and subset differentials, all packed into a little mutually proving law of sorts. Still weak, it commits the fallacy of the joke without pretense, saying it can rule, yet does little but embarrass those who further it. Theonomy, is the Christ of God serving the individual through direct spiritual understanding, not abstract, but spiritual, for whatever reason, we tend to over-abstract in error in some ways the difference in co-dependent disunion, in a manner that attempts to preserve the interests of the self, but fails even that, in creating the typical delusion that one is serving God by doing something wrong. That is the essence of co-dependency. Abstractness is only used in the Church in formal contexts to first relate in a manner of common normative experience, which seems natural to the congregation, and then the dissolving of the abstract algebraic aspects of reality of a fashion, which brings the equation to the listeners of the pulpit, problem, in long hand form including the functions as well as their exploration and explanation, and then the final dissolving of the functions existence by walking through a problem scenario, and adding and neutralizing their existence with their quick negation, use. Or augmentation, which is distribution. This is math. It's also not technically real. How aggressive psychopaths are we to immediately deny a spiritual reality, to assert a delusion, which literally does not manifest ever in the concrete. We prefer to use the abstract as the only modus operandi, because it's easy to deceive, when you hide in your own cloud of deceptions, of false relativism, morals, the stranding of God in unconscious myth, or problematic Atheist mockery. we have tread the wrong trail, for too long. One inhabited by snakes, and the fear of weakness ringing the little ego-precursor of the other to be pre-aggressive, before we can explain our intent through the love expressed in body language, and general spiritual care, and a calming tone. Then we become extra demanding for power. "This wasn't supposed to happen." Yes, well neither were you apt to put yourself in a situation except by selfish necessity. The underlying common goal of the corrupt is to corrupt, to make Machiavellian and Narcissistic, to enslave by dependency, which the co-dependent, is, may create, or will intimate a long-term plan to disrupt social harmony at a global level if possible. It' disturbing to see this socially perpetuate. We see victims of this system cast out of the state of Shalom, and into a non-binary realm of infinite abstract potential, some call the experience of that which is like a void or a black hole. We say, they are the enemy, because they bring dishonor to our ability to function, as our minds to get sucked away from Shalom, just by thinking about the existence of the person, and even the vicariously experienced void, is evil enough, and a mantle of raw disgusting non-recursive states of self-pity, sterilizing everything in the way of ones need for power, to get rid of the simple pain of the fear of the void. Health attempts to neutralize the sterility, by a last ditch effort to mimic God, in godless domain, but by the time it's attempted, the void has created pretense which destroys thought processes longer than "Me." "Me." "Me." Which becomes the individual unrecognizable error within this system of non-knowable unreal states of deadly lies of what is or could be, the Atheists may slap the term infinitely ambiguous, in a selfishly corrupt manner to hide the real intent behind the proxy category of the already abstractly false knowledge, of quantum potential, or to try to confuse the situation more quickly, ambiguous-like, they simply will quickly say potential. Worse of these matters is the word "perspective." Which does not exist. The lie is always completed most quickly by the con artist of the mind, and the heart, if they can get that far, by saying "perspective." There's no such thing as perspective. "That's your perspective!" The liberal might snarl and threaten to murder you with that subtly, or may overtly create an aggressor in obvious intimidation of the fact they are insecure with the realities at hand. Need does not truly provoke this, but an evil spirit, and corrupt race or heart which is the same as sin manifesting physically, but attempting to pretend it is anything but the words of a false servant of righteousness. Perspective itself is a construct of self-pity, which is satanic, and causes a semantic a priori need to dominate a minore, until abstract non-realities, are finally believed to be "real," and cosmic and spiritual understanding is said to be godless. Post-modernism. Also, ego death. Also, godlessness. Also, ultimate death. Apocalypse. The death of true human understanding. The death of true relation with Jesus and God, and Holy Spirit, as Trinity. The forgetting ones true self, and the detachment of the mind from simple Godly simple experience of what is, in creation, as New Jerusalem, to an abyss of negative abstract extrapolations of already negative a minore lies and complexes interwoven to create what is called in psychology, the "delusion." Biology is certainly a sly extension of this. It claims it has absolute knowledge of the origin of the universe, strangling religion, but not real spirituality, though still attempts to mock the spiritual, yet never able to actually study the spiritual, outside of its dumb limits of the empirical, and cosmic form based creatures anatomy and structure, and the cosmic motion of the cosmic-form gradients and sub-structures or sets thereof, with one another, may seem cool to say absolute truth is self-extrapolatable from literally nothing but a confused set of non-real abstract principles, and the frustrated biologists "cool," and sometimes pridefully self aggrandizing and pretendedly intriguing research, which only seems to be cool to those who understand its application, and disregard its future of meaning for ingrates. But biologists are self-described primates, so they cannot be God here. In fact denying God, is denying a right to an absolute truth claim, a priori, but that is a metaphysical issue, while this post is attempting to tackle the expressing of evil delusive abstract knowledge. One can only destroy the delusion of infinite regressive and destructive lies which is the technically abstract wheel of fire, which tempts the mind to continue down the path of self-righteous mental false stultification before god, by asserting enough truth to create the boundaries of harmonic love of God, and basically through that which is respectful love, which is down to earth enough to bring another down to earth, and is powerful sobering tool socially, can be used only really to understand the other in a manner which is down to earth, and will come to the uncomfortable conclusion, that one is indeed not alone, and the abstract fantasy was a lie the whole way. The mind may have a little seizure of sorts, convulsions of a dying false conscience of the old false one, and the mind gives way to the truth that we have been deceived, and is immediately confronted by God to do what is right. Here is healing. In Christ. The core issue of the issue of perspectivism, relativism, and emotive fantasies is they are all bred from the wrong abstract. Is that it all is built on a flawed underlying assumption that the abstract is even ever capable of itself manifesting through a hijacked thought process, unto anything but another human who is incapable of learning how to understand their actual life situation, so they regress in self-pity, and thus can unfortunately create the original dilemma of the adam and eve story. God-knowledge versus nothing. Thus, Aristotle offering a simple notion of how to break down reality, it is important to know he ventured into error as we all do, though he made certain contingent mistakes, he also had contingencies to succeed as best he could in God. It is important to know that the Platonic, Socratic, and Aristotelian traditions, are simply just traditions, and human ones, and non-perfect, non-ideal, non-helpful in many cases, yet, when it comes to words, and reality, system alone will always fail us. Love will heal us, for love is real. God is real. Your heart is real. Your experience is real, even if you are experiencing being a victim to lie, the lie may not exist, but the consequences surely are already in full effect. Watch what you say, and watch what you do. Love the other. Love God. And this is the path to true knowledge, which is the gateway through Christ to the experience of God. True freedom. Introduction Some people see life as a game, some as a test, others as a way to move forward in the general array of fixed spiritual potential living as human individual, within the cosmos of that which exists. The people of human history have disagreed with what is what since the beginning, as far as history goes, whether Biblical or not has seemed to show us, though both seams of belief and the creation of historical narratives by modern writers has shown us exactly the same thing. Without recognizing our own failures, our own flaws, it is impossible to recognize Jesus Christ. Without learning to be protecting of the other even when it offers no consolation, no reward, no prize, no real ability to manipulate, no codependent possibility of control, or malignant ability to sin against the other with a current set of self-justifying beliefs and behavioral projection resulting from such, we lose the ability to protect ourselves in the end, and open ourselves to ultimate and final destruction. Maybe some people feel this is needed, but God wants you back so, so badly. He does not want the individual to suffer in the eternal, so if He pains you with fictitious drama the world has created within you, don't take it personally, take it with joy and utter relief. He cares. And that pain you experience when you mess, up, completely and utterly though you sensed it was wrongdoing, though you sensed perhaps even if not directly declaring a religion openly, He had told you to not do a thing, and you did it, and suffered as a result, it was the wisdom of love, organizing the sense of wrongdoing from Him, not from your refined moral conscience, though it may seem that way at first, we know as individuals, with nervous systems which pick up on the tiniest imbalances in creation, that we must move forward no matter what, within the community, we are bound to try our hardest to love. The Personality, and the Other The personality is a combination of many variables, though can be described potentially to our regret and sorrow. Who really wants to let loose knowledge of personal weakness with a society which hates you and wants to destroy you? I do. I think by true vulnerability, comes true and benign ultimate power, which is the potentiality for true justice, and the breeding grounds for true love. I hate evil. I hate sin. I struggle with sin at the most deep a profound level perhaps since the Apostle Paul, with conviction that "I hate it is what I do, yet I do it." Jesus being perfect offers a detached wisdom from from the outside, yet being completely bound to the inside of what all of us as individuals experience by saying, "the Spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." The world creates so many social and psychological pressure points for us to do the wrong thing, that it feels like almost, in Pavlovian terms, we are conditioned to do the wrong thing if there is potential for punishment, and this degrades us a priori, though our intent is clean and pure, our mind consciously and subconsciously realizes that the world is punishing good, as it murdered Christ. "The fool knows not what he does." The fool lacks the desire for conscious stability. He exists in an anti-stochastic relation to the good, knowing he may never get away from sin, and looses all hope in stability, and attempts to destroy all for nothing more than some false delusion and false consolation that either demons or a corrupted society has offered him. This is the way backwards. Christ says, "be free." Paul furthers this in poetic terms and says "Arise oh sleeper, awake from the dead, and Christ will shine upon you." Be free. Be alive. Know not the ways of darkness, but lose them, and condemn them to the depths. Forget the woes of the ways of despair and aggression. Find yourself at ease in the Streets of God's Benign Reign. This is salvation. The Structure of Personality Personality is a blend of self and God regulating variables, with conditions that are willfully accepted by the individual from the outside world. The spiritual, abstract, and beastial relatability is all mostly determined by a system of thought, which is regulated by personal psychologic will, and cognitive responsibility, in response to all that which exists within the nervous system itself. The meta-isomorphic tendencies to create will outside of sin is impossible with the wrong community. The impossibly and drastically false other, or set there of, or "communio peccadorum," the community of sin. In this community we may feel happy, until someone from the "communio sanctorum" hits us up, and we feel convicted what we are doing is the absolute wrongdoing in truth. This feels bizarre. We see flashbacks and revelations of all that we did wrong while they just simply speak away in a non-binary manner that is foreign to such. The "communio sanctorum" processing the infinite, to the quantum, to the binary understands the "communio peccadorum," but struggles with real life issues such as shame or humiliation, grief, and financial woe perhaps, because they too are in fact human. However the corrupt have little more than the mind of the beast, and are confused with pretty much all things which are said by the saint, so they feel offended with its seemingly outlandish nature, though it is nonetheless, simple truth articulate in a synthetically spiritual, abstract, and concrete fashion, covering all modes of computational expression, in maybe just a few bits of wordage. Contingency, Faith, and Responsibility What is presented to us from the outset, our core beliefs, and what is necessary. That is the stochastic core of the existential life. The practical regulation of personality and how it is expressed. It reflects the Trinity in essence and structure and allows us to respond to things in a manner which brings productive and generally and hopefully perfect justice. As an individual in an imperfect world, this means accounting for ones own energy levels, the general essence of that which is, the culture, the individual around oneself, and most importantly ones friends. Love, Faith, and Genius Genius is simply the expression of words necessary to improve society. Creative, just, and sometimes, weird, but intelligent and mathematical nonetheless. How insecure are we towards the brilliance of the other, and possibility that they are right where we are indeed, absolutely incorrect at all points! However, when we apprehend the genius of the other, we realize that it is simply a convention they have long protected for the benefit of the other in which we may indeed trust, passively to a degree, based on our personal developmental status as an individual completely different and truly unknown to the other in our depths, yet maybe not in some of our arrays of expression when intended to be expressed, or subconsciously intended to be expressed. Love is the protection of the being and eternal interests of God towards the other, and the alignment of the two in a manner which brings them to Christ-hood. Potentially the most mathematically complex process in existence, God handles this with people who simply follow His Will, trust, His Knowledge is perfect, and wish to carry out His Will against all odds of survival alone. Who are unwilling to protect themselves in utter falsity, and want nothing for the truth and love of Jesus and all to come towards such as a finite object of duty and simple normative responsibility. Here is true Godliness. Faith is the existential acceptance, humility, and hope in that one thing that we know is greater than all things which exists, which God has elected of us to understand as the only way to Him. Jesus Christ of Nazareth. The historical one. The Friend of Us We know Christ is the model of ultimate, love, genius, and faithful lover, which is the true friend. How do we appropriate ourselves to such a model , or let it dominate us, without compromising into subsets sins, or personality downfalls of bitter co-dependency, or destructive beliefs and contemptuous judgement about others, and yet serve them as Christ has truly served the Church and the saints thus, and the general common society with a general social stability we can appreciate, and understand the war is here, and He has done all He can do to freeze sin, obliterate its cultural essence, and provoke the ultimate war against lawlessness, with stability, love, and mental fortitude, which is prudence, power, love, and the ultimate cosmic authority of Christ-stewarding. People may not understand us, what we feel, what we know, who we love, who we fail, who we hate, who we know, what we think we know to do, what we really know to do, and how to manage all things as individuals within our personal personality, and our relations towards, Christ, life, and the path of righteousness which leads to the Kingdom of Heaven in God's Will alone. But God alone does. The most comprehending Prophet, save Christ, will fail us in one regard. They may comprehend all things. But they are still prone to silly sin. To death. To hatred and contempt of cities of cultural regression, and feel the backlash of society globally from one city as Jonah did and fail to desire anything but their doom, while God and Christ desire their salvation. Humans will fail us. Christ will not. The hybrid, the synthetic union of God and man, God and Christ and the Holy Spirit formulated as the brilliant solution to our condition of mortality, of wrongdoing, sin (disunion), poverty, disease, death, war, cultural godlessness, was its simple opposites in individuals in a community overcoming such over time. Prosperity, love faith, long-suffering, generosity, creates more than capitalistic freedoms, people-centered and non-governmental 'like' socialistic constructs, it creates a non sociotropic, theonomous culture, which is heaven bent on bringing in that good Godliness, that essence of Christ which experiences itself for Christ alone, and brings in the Kingdom of God, even when we think we are just simple faithful servants to Christ, and God's Will. Slaves of righteousness. Willingly. Giving up our past wall of hatred for life, and the city of sin, to let Christ dominate us, and own our souls in a manner which He adopts us legally in a telic process. We were the bastard which was married into the perfect situation. The imperfect being, with perfect one. Christ became out salvation, because He became us. And was powerful enough to overcome our downfalls, where every single person in history besides Him failed.I the largest failure. Christ alone, beings out our ability to produce the Spirit's desire in behavior. To allow us to house the Spirit, and become one with Him alone. Perichoresis. The process by which God as Trinity, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, imbues us with His Name and Imprint, with His Soul and Structure. This gives us the most utmost uniqueness within human society as those wishing for truth and freedom to express ourselves through, God, and as God, in situations, we may have that very same perichoretic influence, intuitively knowing it is God, or sensing His Presence by Spiritual Discernment, and wondering why the rest of the world is ignoring Him, which brings us to very common psychologic empathy with the world we may understand, but they hate to know, thus bury it with ego defense mechanisms, and self-justification with complexes complexly affronting God's knowledge of the truth. Which leads us to simple realizations that self-pity is always satanic, so we learn to avoid it, itself, or situations which may tempt us to such. And shame is always a production of disunion which is both the realization of disunion from God, and this fundamental essence of which modern psychology calls co-dependence, which is the need to control everything out a belief that it is necessary, stemming from a false factoid of believing oneself is God, and society has mind-washed us into believing this, and that this individual-God which is not, God, but the false anti-Christ, the individual completely serving the false one in both delusional creativity, organized psychotic self-beliefs, and comfort in the detachment from God, which underlined with paranoid aggression, and the need to strike at the weak. The Train of the Cosmic One to the Spiritual One Jesus alone offers us that life path which goes from the cosmic, and temporal to the spiritual and eternal. He is that train which transports the soul from here to there. From the legal process of marriage of the Church to Himself in which the two become one, and His Transcendence and Spiritual Rights of Transcendence are essentially transferred to us as individuals within that Church, to the simple fact that He becomes us over time, and our old selves are gone after a while, and it is simply only Christ within us, by faith, love, and Godly Will being absorbed into us, by divine providence, perichoretic imbuement systems, and His Love which unifies Him to us Absolutely. Introduction
There was never a more broad, yet paradoxically specific notion of something being wrong with the world. Sometimes, when the topic is brought up, its a more specific experience triggering than deserves anything larger than the word "room." But, self-pity, and a likening for attention will tend to universalize the conditional, and downplay real life universal problems. But, complaints like "what's wrong with this person!" are practically outlawed by modern liberal psychology as "offensive," and "what's wrong with this room," is not near proactive enough a question to actually be asked, so the very fabric of the cosmos gets questioned, every single time a small thing goes wrong, and something or someone falls into error. In this is danger, also wisdom. For if one thing goes wrong, nonetheless it was IN this universe that it went wrong. And when something does indeed go wrong no matter how personal not specific, things tend to continue to go wrong unless voiced somehow, and angrily asserted. Sin, was never meant to have corrupted this great creation, and there is a certain offense we are liable to take when things are disunited from their source, and go astray from their function. Hence the contempt, the shock, the despairing woe, and following if things are not mended properly in their form in God, the anger, the frustration, guilt, shame and contemptuousness which breeds hostility, pain, reaction, and then anger, open hostility, rage, paranoia, and deadly despair. The whole range of emotions can be seen in this. When things are united, in perfection, mentally, really, psychologically, spiritually, cosmically, there is utmost joy, and from various matrices and scales of reason, I'd gander one could predict with perfect capacity, in categorical locatives, the whole array of emotional process from the ground up, in this view. In relation to the disunion of such from itself, within human experience, or the immediate abstractions of the intrusion of unnatural decay when apprehended. Such as a random dead body. These things seem to slow the mind down into which time itself is objected upon, in which the mind sifts through meta-narratives of reactions and responses in which the will decides on a general sub-gradient usually of disgust and guilt, and the mind asks the heart "How could we have ever let it come to this?" For when one man dies, we all die. When one female is raped, we are all raped. When our brother is conned, we are conned greatly, and when the family dies, there is no one left to turn to. The Story of Perfect Paradox: Christ The man who was not a man, the God who was not a God, the mystery who lived and breathed, and touched lepers, and made the despairing whores who were cast outs gleeful, who turned drunkards into saints, desert wanderers into Prophets, and murderers into Apostles. The power of love incarnated, never hated anything. Yet obliterated sin at its core. Sub-quantum glory, and universally acclaimed righteous. Yet spit on and put on a Cross. This defines all other men and women alike, when we hate definitions, especially the true ones. Feeling exposed heals. The shame processes. The anxiety and dark swells of disgust and contempt dry up. The heart stops hardening itself with pulses of steeling, the man is free from rejection, and the woman stops obliterating society for attention. Very likely if you are reading this, it is because you don't understand a single thing about life, and you are looking for context. The education system has liberally censored all actual truth speaking, made it "unscientific," and therefore out of fashion. Some little fascist and ancient mysticism cooked up in some dark conspiracy so that it could be used as an arbitrary method of control , instead of just being polite and simple. The complexes and the defense mechanisms, do the opposite of what psychologists claim they do. Christ says destroy yourself, in a gentle manner. Not suicide, or self-mutilation, but be there for others in a manner which does not benefit you whatsoever. This is the pathway to eternal life. "Ego sum via." Christ. But the defense mechanisms, are usually methods of psychological self-justifications used specifically for attacking others in some sense. Blame projection and shifting, undermining a priori, fantasy projection, reality distortion, ontological disparity and self-aggrandizement, these all share a tremulously and remarkably sadistic quality which crosses the boundaries of others, whilst playing the victim to God and society, and maybe if possible, if possible, to ones own shadow. The true self never accepts victim-hood in anyone, and sees the shadow as needing destruction, and openly welcomes it. Prays for it. Yearn for it. And closes in on destroying it day in and day out. Sometimes the shadow eludes, with its potential for chaos, seen as an aggressive and annoying subconscious artifact playing with things it has no business in, let alone should it even exist. Yet societies implication to keep it alive, is a rude joke seeking constant approval and testings its own power over the individual, for the shadow aflame, is a shadow able to create sorrow which maims all good in the individual. This sick despair, which creates biologic destructive forces into the fray attempts to encompass all into a fall domain of death. A synthesis of illusion so powerful, it takes the mind and corrupts it, creates false belief, and shows how the mind affects biological conditions so fragile, yet empirically becomes the sonnet of what was once a mere abstract organization, and the body responds with a terror realizing societies lie that beliefs are irrelevant, with the now comprehended fact of the matter of the matter of the body responding in a system-specific ebb and flow of harmony and disharmony to God, all based on the language of belief, a sad pain and testament that the world is already over in some senses, and is yet to physically reflect such as of yet. Few obtain such wisdom. Using the body like a microscope, a periscope, and score-card. A technician of the realm of the cosmos must needs such things to be able to be effective, yet those who seek this knowledge, realize amidst its seeking, they are tired of seeking it, and fall prey to idle idols, and lesser objects. This bitter rejection of the good promised them sends them on a life path of utter drought of Holiness, and they find themselves at a crossroads of rebellion versus Holy Truth. If only rebellion could be non-existent, not even history, simply never having occurred would the temptation to cede from progressional standpoints be averted kindly. Nay, there is wrath in such things. When people whisper in your ear, "ye hath God said," it is a death wish on your behalf. The liberals speak it, enable it, breathe this motto. The conservatives only use it hypocritically in judgement and retrospect. What no one seems to realize is that it was never meant to be said. Bounce Up To Space I feel like many are attempting to obtain more power, psychotically albeit, in this weird and satanically occult means to feel their revenge is complete. They never really know where this need for revenge came from, why it's there, or how to actually get rid of it, as the anti-social and godless behaviors they are drowning in and absolutely consumed with, make them hated by the just, in a manner which is so clear. Bad behaviors in bad people is met with contempt and disgust of the humble community. This is where the injustice occurs so frequently, as the bad people are incapable of not merely doing anything productive or just, they are literally only capable of doing the exact opposite. Always. It's like a Twilight Zone, except in the Twilight Zone we can always accept the fact that something will be off and go wrong, but with bad people, with burnout and care not for what they do, yet they keep being aggressive, and licentious in the most irreparable cognitive and behavioral deceits, and power plays, which in the end, pretty much only harm themselves. The belief here I think, is the same is picking oneself up to float. Only idiots and the psychotic actually believe it's possible, that they could jump high enough onto some elastic plane of potential in a belief-process, real or unreal, it's potential therefore undeclared in their stupid minds, and their too uneducated to be able to declare simple experiences, they categorize otherwise into fields of potential and repress aggressively into a priori dominating behavior, in which a readiness to kill is cycled into if they feel their potential-based self-esteem, or amour propre is threatened in the slightest. Thus, they survive socially off opinions, and spiritually off lies and intentional cons, kepp their physical life satiated with a bountiful harvest of spoils which spoil them into rotting death. This is a basic physiologic-centric psychology of the idiots, the psychotic, the liar and deceiver, for they are what is wrong with the world. Introduction
There is a new era of logic and psychology, largely Boolean in expression, ad infinitum, binary tangents of deceptively uncreative mode of thought which claims itself original, but like all human errors attempts to hide itself in quantity of sheer lack of comprehensibility, and over-bombing senses or under-bombing them. This "Digital Psychology," could be said to be a era-defining philosophical epoch, like post-modernism, and might fall under the branch of such, along with hyper-modern (Lipovetsky) and digimodern (Kirby) elements of expression such as hyper-aggression, and an artificially and socially constructed demi-autistic manifold of personality. This post is an attempt to deliberate upon what Digital Psychology is, can be, and how it can be used for good, before the next era of mind emerges. The Sub-Extension of Self Into Crammed Hyperspace As humans, it as essential as breathing to express oneself, feel proud, and supported by the community, or... on one goes into an anaclitic depression, sociotropic isolation, and feels anxious and paranoid. Which is why internet activities should limited and normalized by the self for the self, not by government, or anything else really. One must learn what one needs out of the internet, how moral standards apply, how that same very individual relates to such a large landscape in the palm of ones hand, or in the desk in front of them. There is this tendency of the human individual mind and ψυχή to relate, reciprocate, mirror, understand, and express originally, which is streamlined in prolonged and for-longed internet use, but not for long, as the intense gratification of anonymous yet perfect expression annihilates itself at the very moment of self-realization, in the state of anonymity. Becoming a ghost in the system is the perfect liberal mockery, as when one is human, yet pretending they don't exist by means of online media representation psychology complexes that Jung could not have defined because computers were not yet extant, by having an unregulated moral compass and lack of stable human tendency to remain stable or moral, or human, lol, it serves this retro-gressive purpose, and highly sadistic ideal to try and capture the self in a realm where one can attempt to get as much potential attention as possible, even though they aren't really actually anywhere close to most internet observers of their Instagram to actually enjoy such. It is not real. It is a Boolean dimension, which means is only representative. Humans are special for their ability to extrapolate representations of things and people, and imagine the actual thing, with a bi-cognal empathy. This lessens over time in America because of the culture of screens, as without equal interaction of real (formal) and screen (representative) culture of ridiculous sub-synthesis of a minore attention seeking at a hyper-dulled and almost causally detached from reality in an organized psychosis, contraposed to the schizophrenics, yet equally unaware of real social norms, or real things, see everything as a series of simulation and simulacra, close to exactly if not the essentia of what the post-modern attitude of what Jean Paul Baudrillard attempts to express in his doubts on the collective human psyche able to be attempt honesty, without some delusion detached from concrete or normative reality forming, and a total opposite attack forming in the mind, where everything seems like its in the Twilight Zone opposites of what it should be. This highly disappointing of people being psychologically embarrassingly meticulous to self-justify is so godlessly influenced by their environment, they arbitrarily begin to see everything in zero's and one's. Getting upset with life at this point, because life is not zero's or one's all the time, though we can express everything in a Boolean format, we cannot, feel a single thing in such. Feelings are more quantum, they are combinative of further variable-mode processes and nervous system based often on a higher, and more God, epigenetically, and genetically embedded function-specific array, in situations, whereas attitudes are the existential addition to such, and the complexes the authoritative directions of where these emotions go, what they fuel, and how and why. That is where the cognitive mind comes, and dedicates a few meta-cognitive resources within certain cycles of the thought-day, to reflect on meta-emotional processes, and get them ironed out so the emotional systems are more utilitous, pure, and dedicated to a single purpose the will itself has chosen, hopefully the Will of God. Soren Kierkegaard once said, "the purity of heart is the will to one thing," and made book titled exactly that, in which basically he is saying the exact same thing. The mind helps rationalize emotional processes, which helps organize active ones, and complete the boundary-internal external synthesis of energy harnessing of active ones, so they become passive but not unconscious. They become living breathing aspects of the persona. Articulable, protectable, autonomous, and dangerously helpful to the individual at all levels. Temet Nosce. Know thyself. Introduction
After years of projects, which have been musical, intellectual, and media based, here is my first post since March 2016. This is a simple attempt to explain the absolute process which creates the modern American liberal, and perhaps the theology behind it as well. From protests of illegal nudists, to impeachment declarations based on minor investigations of actual crimes to Ukraine, to liberals generally screaming in a co-dependent unhealthiness in pretty much all sectors, trying to merge into a form of godless identity at a global level, which undermines, discredits, and destroys all in its path of domination. Now I do not believe in bi-partisan-ism, and I could just as easily give a "Phenomenology of the Conservative," with all the embarrassment that discrete and censured self-hypocrisies that is intrinsic to all humans and especially political groups and factions provides, and though I may, it is not near as important than investigating the collective evil which manifests as "agents of righteousness," and morality, yet traverse with an ecological parasitic moral foray which creates a life draining principle to all those ambivalent towards it, and a life destroying principle to all those whom consciously oppose it. Godlessness and the Mask No one, wants to be seen as evil, Sigmund Freud pointed out. Humans strive towards creating a dominating, openly lawless, animal, thus bestial environment, if they are saturated in sin and licentiousness. Therefore, if this was to be possible it would need to become a socially approved political movement that only exists as transient expressions of a false domain, which is neither Godly nor human necessarily... a Guerrilla and perhaps worse than gorilla expression of what Freud also labeled as the ID being expressed, and Slavoj Zizek calls the expression of what he describes as the "evil-ID," that rage, that fundamental indignant error saturated, and unprincipled vacuum of death which seeks to draw all unto its domain, the anti-Christ. It all starts with a tick, a rebellious urge to do something unnatural and stupid, negative and intentionally wrong impulse gratification. The reasons why it is considered unnatural and stupid are attempted to be discredited by the post-corrupted ideology of relativism, which claims itself an absolute truth, yet discredits all other possible arrangements of truth in principium. Only satan claims to be able to harness the infinite and attempt to utilize it, all-the-while saying it does not exist, and while still completely dependent on its power (the Trinity), claims it is the enemy, that the Word of God is not anything but ambiguous parables and mythological and cosmic hearsay. Thus the adversary creates this mask of morality, to deceive those who want positive attention, thus the pre-Narcissistic are candidates for the corruption process. The intentionally wrong impulse gratifiers. Demons will begin the process of creating a social matrice which is a temporal stinting of actual moral process, of others, though it is weak, weak minds succumb. When an individual goes into a situation with this false faith that they can get away with anything by potentially doing something wrong, the adversaries shame those around the tempted only in a temporary and economic enough manner in which enables the tempted to "see," only for a second perhaps, the possibility of being able to do whatever. This is how evil spirits bring people apart. A pneumatological burst of energy against a cognitive, and thus neural process which would existentially apply morals and boundaries autonomously, gets cheap shot, and now there is an existential pathway or condition in which the tempted sees the illusion of a proof, that he or she, can do whatever and get away with it, but is actually accruing the wrath of God, and the resentment and disgust, of the general community, as well as the grief of the Christians. Having nothing now to recur on, the only option is to be infinitely lawless afterwards, to gain negative identity experience, and create an identity, out of lawlessness and delusion, avoiding detection, intrigue, and pretending to be "good," to try and top it all off. If the individual realizes at any point what they are doing is not good, the whole process is seen as a deliberate sham, a proof for demonic affectivity, and a natural a priori attempt at repentance is attempted, and met with the animalistic rage of the devil, and the other corrupt. Now the synthetic repentance, and attempt at a final human-hood of safety from sin becomes the goal, and a mask is now torn, and the shame is processed. Politics and the Liberal Subconscious Abort babies, and save the animals. This ridiculous injustice is bound to cause a deep and justified wrath in the healthy heart and mind, which is the target, to get people to react. For when people simply react, it is with the un-mitigated ID-expression, and though the just when brought to this point are justified by actual necessity in love, the liberal unleashed lawlessness out of a raw modal desire spurred on by nothing more than a silent lie. The socialism Bernie Sanders desires, is ridiculous. Every single socialist state to completely give the rights of the economy to the state has failed. People centered socialism works, but that's not socialism. it's generosity, a virtue, those in power could not conditionally be capable of, except through meta-political expression, not the local expression, where it is actually needed, the here and now. Except people are too ashamed to ask their neighbor for things, because of unsurity, and the lack of trust. "Ask and you shall receive." So they must ask the government, which according to Carl Jung is seen as a quasi-animate personality, and in the liberal mind, the parent. A government structure, which is an abstract organization of principles, is not a parent. People are capable of care, but not anything else, that's in consensual abstract domain at the intra and hopefully inter-social level (if the government is legitimate and good, under God). So destroying the nation out of a subconscious rage, through principles which only seem moral to the uneducated, the indifferent, the other co-dependents who want to control everything out of an immature and un-repressed rage, who will scream for social justice one second, and then say "eat babies, save the world," the next. The liberal mind is the most unimpressive act of hostility against God since Judas, that existential and fundamentally idiotic bait and switch for power, money, and attention, is a core theme of the corrupt, not necessarily liberal, though its essence is engraved in the actual written policies of the liberal, and they strive for an environment, where they "feel" like they don't have to hide it. The Manufacturing of the Problem Most liberals are not here for anything but the destruction of society, and hidden behind webs of complexes, and simple ID-rage, there is lonely human, seeking retaliation for nothing. Oh, how free they would feel to realize this fallacious doctrine fed to them, was killing them, in the most slow and sadistic of manners, like a frog in a pan, whose nerves could not pick up on the absolute condition of its death, and pretended it was taking a bath with the other frogs. Heck, the frog government they even screamed at enough to where the free bath was finally given to them. Well, the frogs in this analogy got the justice they insinuated to be fighting for, but perhaps only subconsciously really wanted. Suicide. I think liberalism is fueled by this confused self-hatred, which is negatively projected upon everything, for self-hatred is evil, and Freud's observation that need a positive self-image to maintain psychic and physical balance for survival, to keep moving forward drains the liberal of all productive and actually just capacity, as their evils as they exist, are in their minds, twisted and projected through a general series of complexes which are simply, psychic principles internalized to direct emotions where, and the self-hatred is thus projected onto everything, and since good people are generally knowledgeable, experienced, and open to new things through love, they represent the greatest threat. This is why the liberals demon-listening and obeying usually leads exactly to the behavioral and empirical expression, to that of a snake. The eerie calm and information gathering conditional-mode, or the lashing out, and systemic exploitation of the good person. The avoidant-dehumanizing or sexually-aggressive and physically oppressive and attempted dominance. The good person always knows what's coming, it's a matter of timing and God's expression of His Will to know what to do and when to do it to avoid, counter, shame wholesomely, and bring to light these processes. Not easy, but certainly fun. |
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