Faith, reason, madness. what is what?
Introduction
There was never a more broad, yet paradoxically specific notion of something being wrong with the world. Sometimes, when the topic is brought up, its a more specific experience triggering than deserves anything larger than the word "room." But, self-pity, and a likening for attention will tend to universalize the conditional, and downplay real life universal problems. But, complaints like "what's wrong with this person!" are practically outlawed by modern liberal psychology as "offensive," and "what's wrong with this room," is not near proactive enough a question to actually be asked, so the very fabric of the cosmos gets questioned, every single time a small thing goes wrong, and something or someone falls into error. In this is danger, also wisdom. For if one thing goes wrong, nonetheless it was IN this universe that it went wrong. And when something does indeed go wrong no matter how personal not specific, things tend to continue to go wrong unless voiced somehow, and angrily asserted. Sin, was never meant to have corrupted this great creation, and there is a certain offense we are liable to take when things are disunited from their source, and go astray from their function. Hence the contempt, the shock, the despairing woe, and following if things are not mended properly in their form in God, the anger, the frustration, guilt, shame and contemptuousness which breeds hostility, pain, reaction, and then anger, open hostility, rage, paranoia, and deadly despair. The whole range of emotions can be seen in this. When things are united, in perfection, mentally, really, psychologically, spiritually, cosmically, there is utmost joy, and from various matrices and scales of reason, I'd gander one could predict with perfect capacity, in categorical locatives, the whole array of emotional process from the ground up, in this view. In relation to the disunion of such from itself, within human experience, or the immediate abstractions of the intrusion of unnatural decay when apprehended. Such as a random dead body. These things seem to slow the mind down into which time itself is objected upon, in which the mind sifts through meta-narratives of reactions and responses in which the will decides on a general sub-gradient usually of disgust and guilt, and the mind asks the heart "How could we have ever let it come to this?" For when one man dies, we all die. When one female is raped, we are all raped. When our brother is conned, we are conned greatly, and when the family dies, there is no one left to turn to. The Story of Perfect Paradox: Christ The man who was not a man, the God who was not a God, the mystery who lived and breathed, and touched lepers, and made the despairing whores who were cast outs gleeful, who turned drunkards into saints, desert wanderers into Prophets, and murderers into Apostles. The power of love incarnated, never hated anything. Yet obliterated sin at its core. Sub-quantum glory, and universally acclaimed righteous. Yet spit on and put on a Cross. This defines all other men and women alike, when we hate definitions, especially the true ones. Feeling exposed heals. The shame processes. The anxiety and dark swells of disgust and contempt dry up. The heart stops hardening itself with pulses of steeling, the man is free from rejection, and the woman stops obliterating society for attention. Very likely if you are reading this, it is because you don't understand a single thing about life, and you are looking for context. The education system has liberally censored all actual truth speaking, made it "unscientific," and therefore out of fashion. Some little fascist and ancient mysticism cooked up in some dark conspiracy so that it could be used as an arbitrary method of control , instead of just being polite and simple. The complexes and the defense mechanisms, do the opposite of what psychologists claim they do. Christ says destroy yourself, in a gentle manner. Not suicide, or self-mutilation, but be there for others in a manner which does not benefit you whatsoever. This is the pathway to eternal life. "Ego sum via." Christ. But the defense mechanisms, are usually methods of psychological self-justifications used specifically for attacking others in some sense. Blame projection and shifting, undermining a priori, fantasy projection, reality distortion, ontological disparity and self-aggrandizement, these all share a tremulously and remarkably sadistic quality which crosses the boundaries of others, whilst playing the victim to God and society, and maybe if possible, if possible, to ones own shadow. The true self never accepts victim-hood in anyone, and sees the shadow as needing destruction, and openly welcomes it. Prays for it. Yearn for it. And closes in on destroying it day in and day out. Sometimes the shadow eludes, with its potential for chaos, seen as an aggressive and annoying subconscious artifact playing with things it has no business in, let alone should it even exist. Yet societies implication to keep it alive, is a rude joke seeking constant approval and testings its own power over the individual, for the shadow aflame, is a shadow able to create sorrow which maims all good in the individual. This sick despair, which creates biologic destructive forces into the fray attempts to encompass all into a fall domain of death. A synthesis of illusion so powerful, it takes the mind and corrupts it, creates false belief, and shows how the mind affects biological conditions so fragile, yet empirically becomes the sonnet of what was once a mere abstract organization, and the body responds with a terror realizing societies lie that beliefs are irrelevant, with the now comprehended fact of the matter of the matter of the body responding in a system-specific ebb and flow of harmony and disharmony to God, all based on the language of belief, a sad pain and testament that the world is already over in some senses, and is yet to physically reflect such as of yet. Few obtain such wisdom. Using the body like a microscope, a periscope, and score-card. A technician of the realm of the cosmos must needs such things to be able to be effective, yet those who seek this knowledge, realize amidst its seeking, they are tired of seeking it, and fall prey to idle idols, and lesser objects. This bitter rejection of the good promised them sends them on a life path of utter drought of Holiness, and they find themselves at a crossroads of rebellion versus Holy Truth. If only rebellion could be non-existent, not even history, simply never having occurred would the temptation to cede from progressional standpoints be averted kindly. Nay, there is wrath in such things. When people whisper in your ear, "ye hath God said," it is a death wish on your behalf. The liberals speak it, enable it, breathe this motto. The conservatives only use it hypocritically in judgement and retrospect. What no one seems to realize is that it was never meant to be said. Bounce Up To Space I feel like many are attempting to obtain more power, psychotically albeit, in this weird and satanically occult means to feel their revenge is complete. They never really know where this need for revenge came from, why it's there, or how to actually get rid of it, as the anti-social and godless behaviors they are drowning in and absolutely consumed with, make them hated by the just, in a manner which is so clear. Bad behaviors in bad people is met with contempt and disgust of the humble community. This is where the injustice occurs so frequently, as the bad people are incapable of not merely doing anything productive or just, they are literally only capable of doing the exact opposite. Always. It's like a Twilight Zone, except in the Twilight Zone we can always accept the fact that something will be off and go wrong, but with bad people, with burnout and care not for what they do, yet they keep being aggressive, and licentious in the most irreparable cognitive and behavioral deceits, and power plays, which in the end, pretty much only harm themselves. The belief here I think, is the same is picking oneself up to float. Only idiots and the psychotic actually believe it's possible, that they could jump high enough onto some elastic plane of potential in a belief-process, real or unreal, it's potential therefore undeclared in their stupid minds, and their too uneducated to be able to declare simple experiences, they categorize otherwise into fields of potential and repress aggressively into a priori dominating behavior, in which a readiness to kill is cycled into if they feel their potential-based self-esteem, or amour propre is threatened in the slightest. Thus, they survive socially off opinions, and spiritually off lies and intentional cons, kepp their physical life satiated with a bountiful harvest of spoils which spoil them into rotting death. This is a basic physiologic-centric psychology of the idiots, the psychotic, the liar and deceiver, for they are what is wrong with the world. Comments are closed.
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AuthorAmerican autodidact. Multiple Languages. Meta-Philosophy. One faith, in one Christ. Trying to embody the Will of God in valley of shadow and death, amongst demons, and amongst dragons. Archives
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